October 2014 I'm pregnant! Octubre 2014 estoy embarazada!
Como comenzar a escribir algo que es necesario pero no puedes hacerlo, han pasado ya muchos meses y aun las palabras se estancan en el dolor profundo del pudo ser.
Para sorpresa de los dos el test dio positivo y ahora el juego de le cuento o no le cuento se me enreda en el dia a dia. Miles de preguntas e infinitos miedos, y la lista sigue y es larga. y que dira Cristian? y mi familia? habran pasado muchos anios para empezar este cuento de nuevo? y el seguro y el trabajo? que dira tarek? y aun no casados y el copucheo de la gente?
Pero llego el dia en que Cristian regresa a chile por 2 meses, y ahora a respirar profundo y seguir con la esperanza que los dias pasaran rapidito y todo saldra bien, porque la vida no puede ser tan malvada y me encarino cada dia mas con el retono y la panza crece y las sonrisas me llenan el dia.
Sorpresa sorpresa....Todo bien en el ultrasonido de las 8 semanas, su corazoncito latiendo a 170 y los 2 con Cristian felices hasta la luna...y yo muriendome de ganas de contarles a todos..4 semanas mas y nuestra noticia de navidad llenara de sonrisas a los que mas queremos.
How to write something that is necessary but you can't do ? Had been 6 long months and I still can't find the words to write.
To our big surprise we were expecting our first baby. and many many questions and fears came floating in my mind. Do I tell him or not before he return to chile? what about our family? we are not married yet ! what about Tarek, how he will react to a brother or sister? Do I'm to old for this? and the list continue and continue.
But faster that I expected the day that Cristian need to fly for 2 month to Chile is here, now Breath Cecy Breath, try to eat something in the morning, go to work feeling sick, take care of Tarek and deal with the behavior issues in the school, and don't tell nobody until we pass the 12 week mark.
Surprise surprise!!!! the 8 week appointment was beautiful, we have a heart beat pumping at 170 great!! and I went home with the sweet words of my doctor saying the baby look awesome and the big plus of a picture. Me and Cris are so happy. 4 more weeks and we can tell the big news to our close family. This will be a very special Christmas.
Para sorpresa de los dos el test dio positivo y ahora el juego de le cuento o no le cuento se me enreda en el dia a dia. Miles de preguntas e infinitos miedos, y la lista sigue y es larga. y que dira Cristian? y mi familia? habran pasado muchos anios para empezar este cuento de nuevo? y el seguro y el trabajo? que dira tarek? y aun no casados y el copucheo de la gente?
Pero llego el dia en que Cristian regresa a chile por 2 meses, y ahora a respirar profundo y seguir con la esperanza que los dias pasaran rapidito y todo saldra bien, porque la vida no puede ser tan malvada y me encarino cada dia mas con el retono y la panza crece y las sonrisas me llenan el dia.
Sorpresa sorpresa....Todo bien en el ultrasonido de las 8 semanas, su corazoncito latiendo a 170 y los 2 con Cristian felices hasta la luna...y yo muriendome de ganas de contarles a todos..4 semanas mas y nuestra noticia de navidad llenara de sonrisas a los que mas queremos.
How to write something that is necessary but you can't do ? Had been 6 long months and I still can't find the words to write.
To our big surprise we were expecting our first baby. and many many questions and fears came floating in my mind. Do I tell him or not before he return to chile? what about our family? we are not married yet ! what about Tarek, how he will react to a brother or sister? Do I'm to old for this? and the list continue and continue.
But faster that I expected the day that Cristian need to fly for 2 month to Chile is here, now Breath Cecy Breath, try to eat something in the morning, go to work feeling sick, take care of Tarek and deal with the behavior issues in the school, and don't tell nobody until we pass the 12 week mark.
Surprise surprise!!!! the 8 week appointment was beautiful, we have a heart beat pumping at 170 great!! and I went home with the sweet words of my doctor saying the baby look awesome and the big plus of a picture. Me and Cris are so happy. 4 more weeks and we can tell the big news to our close family. This will be a very special Christmas.
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